i don’t no which is longer always or forever??????

exam days are coming and my sked. is really getting hectic every day

my mom just talked to me and told me to quit badminton coz she thinks that i may become busy with my studies and fixin my “college thingys” but i said NO and that i can get high grades at the same time play badminton…
it’s really getting into my nerves you know??? all this things that has to be done and that things that are still gonna come will make me so busy!!!! i think… hehehe… just thinkin bout ti makes me wanna explode… but i know it’s gonna pay off soon like what they say PATIENCE IS REWARDED and with the help of he creator above i know that i can reach my goals, besides it would be like cheating if everything you do you have to depend on toher people.

i wanna be independent my mom said that maybe when i’m in college im gonna live with my dad AGAIN coz she may be able to go to the states and find a job there with my tita… i hope so it’s been her dream since they were seperated to find a job were she can give us everything that we want and need.

umm.. what else??? love life?? hehehe.. wala po ako nun ngaun!! harhar!!! SINGLE AND LOVIN IT!!! it’s really fun and sad at same time to be single fun coz you can do everything you want without informing SOMEONE!! and sad because you miss the days when somebody would call late at night and say I LOVE YOU AND GOODNIGHT and when someone would give you a drink when your busy with something… (nakakamiss tuloy si… hhehehehe secret!!)

maybe time would come that i don’t have to feel guilty and free myself from work and studies and that’s far from now… maybe the right man would come and when he does i know that i would be more thankful to GOD

to live in my own world!! (well not literally speaking) right i’m the only one in our family that doesn’t have a job lucky for me i’m still a highschool student. but still i want live in my own house and and and… i don’t watz next…

i just think that being in this stage is taking me forever to get out WWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I wanna shout to the world my problems but i know that wouldn’t do much (really )

ot go im just here in our comp lab. in CSA heheheh… just glad that i had the chance to update4 my blog hheheheheh

bye guys!!

panget!!! umuwi ka naman minsan!! namimiss ka na namin sa laguna wala na kong makitang matabang lalaki hehehe joke!! ingat po kayo nila you know who jan sa manila ok? see you when i see you

i love my family and God and my pets

and i pray for the soul of cardinal sin

that’s all peeps!!!!!!

till next time!!!

trigger happy.. i mean happy tigger.. ay mali.. whatever!!

heheheh..

happy me im just happy why??? really dont now why heheh… maybe because im getting good at math and im beginning to love it (maybe). whatelse?? umm there’s this song that keeps poppin in my head but the prob. is don’t know the title, well i hope one of this days malalaman ko rin kung ano talga title nun hehehe..

he had a CAT form earlier and i feel so dedicated to follow the officers hehhe… and when we were sent home i had a back ache pano ba naman???!!! hindi tlga ako mahilig mag straight body, even when i thought that i had my back was straight one the officers approached me and pulled my back a little more OUCH!! that was too much but it’s ok hehehe… rally don’t know what to feel… kung pede nga lang manakit ng officer cguro ginawa ko na hehheheh
(legally brutal)

wala alng talga ko magawa yun lang geh babayu.. heheeh

second week of school

it’s just me and my classmates here in the lab.

i miss the summer days i miss going to the church just to attend hermano and hermana… i miss everything!!!!

but those days are gone and now i have to focus on my studies to pass the college exams. i talked to the principal of the school accidentally while waiting for my form in U.P. (im really getting stressed in this college things!!!) he asked me what course im gling to take and i said SPEECH PATHOLOGY and that is my first choice, he said it was a good course coz he knows someone that took up S.P. and now has a good job and gets paid in a higih price… (i wish i could go that far) i always wanted to reach my dreams by myself without the help of others i mean i want to be independent.

STRESSED IN COLLEGE THINGS??!!

i feel that im not going to enjoy my last year in CSA

nakainis talga why do i ave to do everything??? wla pa si mommy and my allowance??? ubos na coz she forgot to leave money for the things i need in U.P. well… thats life and i hope that i can pass the exams heehehe…

got to go bye!!!!!!!!

till next time mga PANGET!!

school days are coming and problems are fast approaching

school days na naman hay naku!!! puyatan night again coz of projects and hard assignments well i guess its better to do something than to do nothing!!! boring na sa bahay kaya mejo i got excited nung nalaman kong june 6 pasukan namin aga dba???

my friends are posting their messages on friendster asking people their sections… syempre ako OP. havent checked kung ano ba talga section ko and to be honest i want it to be a surprise… hhehehe… yung post ko na toh dapat hindi pa talga toh ung una kokng gagawin but since our phone line’s not working im here at my cuz house… nakikigulo lang hehehehe… well got to go i really and badly need to check my mails coz its been a long time since i last checked them…

i love my family always… and si… GOD tsaka si…. SECRET!!!!