absolutely meshugga….

yeay.. it’s been a long time since I touched a keyboard to type again and my brain is going to explode any minute now… these things that keep bugging me… grrr…

YOUTH FOR CHRIST SPORTSFEST

last saturday I woke up early in the morning to play and represent cluster three at SMIS (sa taas ng bundok na school). I played arm wrestling, patintero (hehehe) and badminton 🙂 unfortunately I lost in the arm wrestling event hehehe… even though they call me amazona I know i have no match for a girl much bigger and healthier than me… hahaha… but I raised my FLAG again in the badminton event CHAMPION! yeay! hahaha… actually I was very nervous while I was playing, knowing that my enemy! CAN POSSIBLY BEAT ME. (coz all along I thought yfc sportsfest was just for fun but then again I was wrong). It was a rally game meaning, every mistake you make gives your opponent a score… Good thing GOD gavce me the strenght, courage, and friends to beat my opponent! yeay! (the game was too intense that it took umm… 30 mins? to finish and everyone was waiting for us to finish so they can start the worship. hehehe… at last! after a whole day of sweat dripping and stomach ache we won! CLUSTER THREE THE CHAMPION! HAHAHAAHAH!!!

PBB suppose to be housemate..

last night PBB started and fortunately for me… I’m not one of those people inside big brother’s house. I would really like to be part of that show but then again maybe GOD have other plans for me. (I wouldn’t be writting this things if I was inside I LOVE FREEDOM! HAAHHAH) maybe not going in that house/studio is realy much of a GOOD thing! I couldn’t imagine myself stuck there and doing stuff that a voice commands coming out of nowhere! geesh! but I must admit while watching I kinda got jealous… maybe TV isn’t my thing. I wish I could find a summer job as early as possible! so I can forget about it. I’ll just put my trust to God after all… I have faith in HIM.

INIMINEE MINEMOE college life where do I go?

it’s already the 24th of april and still don’t have a final decision on what school i’ll be going to. Too bad were not rich. it’s starting to get into my nerves you know?! my titas telling me this and that, apply to this school and not to that school, follow me and not anyone. I hate it when they do that. I just wanna finish college and start working and help my familt that’s all! But why they ahve to make it hard or me… the things some people say just don’t make sense, they told me to take one course at UP and when they asked what I wrote at my application form… the nerve! SHE GOT MAD! AHHH GRRR!!! Right now I think that they think I’m not that smart to finish College and that I would end up like my big bro and sis, well they’re damn WRONG! I will finish my studies! But if being a professional, having a degree and being succesful in life would mean I’m gonna turn into some kinda monster like them, then I would rather be a maid or janitor. FREAKS! they think they’re so intelligent that they can’t commit any mistake in the decisions they make.. how ironic, nobody’s perfect. I’m gonna do things my way, anyway it’s my life.

haahahah.. Im gonna leave now, guess it’s gonna take a long time for me to have an entry again coz i’m going to mindoro tomorrow HOPEFULLY! HHEHEHE…