goodnight

another night has passed… hehehe.. why i am feeling this way? don’t know heheheh… hahah….

it’s umm.. saturday and if it was a normal day i would be sleeping until 10 in the morning and do my laundry after eating breakfast, but unfortunately HINDI!! i woke up at around 5 in the morning at my cousin’s house. (baby sitter na ko eh heheeh) then i started to pack my things for my training this morning, ate breakfast, soaked my uniforms and alas!!! i can finally leave for beaufort heheh.. i lost a game with nicole (our number ONE player) but at least i did my past on the second set CLOSE FIGHT!! 10-11 hehehe… maybe the reason i lost is because i got too confident heheheh…

after that i went home as a LOSER! at the house

gave milo a bath and ate lunch, took a little rest then after that… alis na naman ako… haayy… talk about having a busy life.

hanna fetched and we went straight to the school. i invited her and macy to watch the basketball game at the audigym(as usuall it was hot and i was sweating profusely hehehe).but macy left us because of “her” someone special.

at the parade…
the first hour of the procession was great. all the fourth year students were alined according to their platoon but then they got tired of forming lines heheheh… i was observing the couples around me. jap and beng, aimee and lester etc. i got jealous because i don’t have someone to punch or someone to make me laugh. i saw anne and i talked to her about her relationship with nike. she was crying and there i was like a sort of a love guru comforting her and giving her some advice on the things that she should do. haaay… we also had a,omewhat deal about the candle i was holding(whats it all about? just guess hahaha). if the fire in ym candle would die for three times then my wish would not come true. but if it reaches the csa with the lgiht still burning… heheh.. you know what. finally the last chance for me to have my wish granted ended my third attempt to light my candle was blown away by the wind… but i guess some things are not meant to be. right after that moment she hugged nike at the back and there.. i was.. AGAIN… alone… i just realized tears started to roll down my cheeks.. their together again thanks to me “kitkat the lovedoctor always here to give some advice hehehehe…”
i know that he won’t come back even if he see me crying, and i know that he’s not for me. i asked “HIM” why, and what would be the use of this pretty face if one one will love it, adore it, cherish it until the end of the world… maybe mr. right is just there… waiting.. looking… for me????

and here i am again alone (drama ko jeessh). i’ll sleep tonight and say goodnight “but i have to wake up to face another day”. all pain will be gone for a while so i say goodnight.