Earlier this day I had my first hospital duty in an old building in Quezon city. An eye opening experience actually, that life is short.
> 3 in the morning I woke up and realized I was an hour early for my duty to wake up for my duty, due to my excitement maybe. At 4 I packed my things, at
> 5:30 I was running to get a jeepney ride at leon guinto street.
>5:45 I was walking along Adamson walk way, 1 minute later I was catching my breath inside the SV building.
>We left school at exactly 6am and we arrived there even before the out patient department was open to the public, the unit we were assigned to. Our clinical instructor toured us in the place before work starts, I was almost an abandoned place, the 2nd floor was like a mere building with nothing in it, its a shame that a big and nice place like that would only go into waste because the government does not have enough funds.
>The real “thing” started by 8:30 in the morning, we assisted the nurse in taking vital signs (the never ending BP, PR,RR and temp) before te patients go to the doctor and tell their reasons why they visited that day.
>at around 11:30 we had our early lunch break and rest (we were allowed to take a nap and roam the place).
>By 1:00pm we went down to the place and resumed our 3 hours left of duty.
While waiting for the OPD to resume their services, we stayed inside the ER and I noticed that the patient who was brought there earlier has stopped breathing, or so I thought. So I asked one of my group mates to look at the man since I have a bad sight, she said “humihinga pa” so I said ok, but still felt a little concerned. After 15 minutes our C.I checked on the man only to find out he has left the world. His heart officially stopped at 1:25pm. With no one beside him and only a bag full of his things,a red cap and a pair of slippers the thin man silently died, without any sign of agony or pain, only a face of grief left. We rendered our last care to the man, at first I was actually scared to touch him but then all the fear faded and was replaced with sympathy. At the end of his life, I did what I could to give him dignity.
Alam kong huli na pero, kahit sa huling saglit ng buhay niya, alam kong may nagawa ako para sa kanya, sana naramdaman niyang importante siya kahit huli na ang lahat.
Maigsi ang buhay, ngayong taon Ilang beses nang gustong iparating sakin yan ng realidad, masakit pag may mga taong nawala, lalo na kung naging parte sila ng buhay mo. Pero sa pagkawala nila, nakikita ng isang tao kung gaano siya kaswerte at kahit papano humihinga parin siya, binibigyan ng isa pang pagkakataon para makasama ang ibang tao sa paligid niya. Sana hindi na kelangan pang may lumisan para malaman ng tao kung gaano kasayang mabuhay para walang nasasayang na sandali.
This is just a taste of what my life would be years from now, and If someone asks if I still want to pursue this profession, the answer would be no other than an undoubtful YES.
Reality check: 7:42pm kelangan ko pang maglaba ng uniform para may masuot ako sa wednesday.